I’d been over him for years—or at least that’s what I told myself—until I saw his name on the wedding invitation.
Gavin Sinclair.
A name that once felt like home, now etched in gold foil above the words “You’re cordially invited.”
The invitation sat on Marissa’s kitchen counter, mocking her with its pristine elegance. The way the paper shimmered in the sunlight felt cruel, like a spotlight on wounds she thought had healed.
Gavin.
Getting married.
To someone else.
She turned the card over again, her eyes snagging on the RSVP line.
The bride’s name was Penelope McAllister—polished, perfect, and everything Marissa wasn’t. The photo clipped to the card showed a woman with dazzling blue eyes and a smile that looked airbrushed. Standing beside her was Gavin, looking every bit the groom—confident, handsome, happy.
“Happy,” Marissa muttered, tossing the invitation onto the counter.
A pang of guilt followed. Of course she wanted him to be happy. Didn’t she?
The truth was, Marissa had spent the last five years convincing herself that Gavin was a chapter of her life best left closed. They’d dated through college, surviving all-nighters and post-finals road trips. He was the only person who’d ever made her feel truly seen.
But somewhere along the way, between his internship abroad and her early career hustle, they drifted. By the time she’d realized what she was losing, Gavin had moved on—leaving her with nothing but the ache of “what if?”
And now, the final page of their story was stamped with a wedding date: December 20th.
“Are you going to go?” came a voice from the doorway.
Marissa, startled, turned to see her roommate, Claire, holding a mug of coffee and eyeing the invitation like it was radioactive.
“Of course not,” Marissa said quickly, too quickly. “Why would I?”
Claire smirked, setting her mug down. “Because you’re curious. And because no matter how much you deny it, you’re still hung up on him.”
“I’m not—” Marissa began, but Claire cut her off with a wave of her hand.
“Mar, you’ve been sighing at that invitation for three days. Just admit it. Seeing him again might actually give you the closure you need.”
“Or it could rip open wounds I’ve spent five years trying to close,” Marissa muttered, crossing her arms.
“True. But do you really want to wonder forever?” Claire’s words hung in the air like a dare Marissa couldn’t quite shake.
She looked back at the invitation, its gold lettering gleaming with cruel certainty. Why had Gavin invited her? They hadn’t spoken in years, not since their relationship dissolved into tense silences and missed calls.
It wasn’t a clean break, either. There’d been anger, tears, and words she wished she could unsay. And now, here he was, inviting her to celebrate his new beginning—a life she wasn’t part of.
“Maybe it’s a peace offering,” Claire suggested, sipping her coffee and watching Marissa’s inner turmoil unfold.
“Or a final twist of the knife,” Marissa countered, crossing her arms tightly.
Claire raised an eyebrow. “You think he’s that malicious?”
“No,” Marissa admitted, her voice softening. “But I don’t understand why he’d invite me. It’s not like we stayed friends.”
“Maybe he thought you’d want closure,” Claire offered.
“Closure?” Marissa repeated, bitterness creeping into her tone. “He’s the one who walked away without looking back. What closure does he think I need? If anything, that invitation feels like a reminder that he’s fine—thriving—and I’m still here… stuck.”
Claire tilted her head, studying her. “You’re not stuck, Mar. You’ve done plenty these past five years. Got a great job, traveled and met new people. You’re not the same girl he left behind.”
Marissa laughed, but it was hollow. “And yet, here I am, dissecting his wedding invitation like it’s some kind of code to crack.”
“Maybe that’s exactly why you should go,” Claire said matter-of-factly.
Marissa frowned. “What? So I can sit there watching him promise forever to someone else? That sounds healthy.”
Claire rolled her eyes. “It’s not about him. It’s about you. Look, if you don’t go, you’ll spend forever wondering what it would’ve been like—how it felt to see him again, what it meant that he invited you at all. And you know you’ll regret that more than anything.”
Marissa’s shoulders slumped. She hated how right Claire was.
“And who knows,” Claire continued with a sly grin. “Maybe Penelope’s secretly awful, and he’s dying to call the whole thing off.”
Marissa snorted despite herself. “You watch too many rom-coms.”
“I watch just enough,” Claire shot back. Then, more seriously, “Just think about it. Worst case, you get a free meal and a reason to finally let go.”
Marissa sighed, the weight of the invitation heavier than ever. She thought of Gavin’s name in gold, his smiling face next to Penelope’s perfect one. She thought of all the ways she’d rehearsed moving on, only to find herself circling back to the same questions.
Why did you invite me, Gavin? And why, after all this time, does it still hurt?
The RSVP card taunted her from the countertop. Slowly, almost reluctantly, she picked up a pen.
“I hate you,” she muttered, glancing at Claire.
Claire grinned. “Love you, too. Now go find something killer to wear.”
The wedding venue was breathtaking, the kind of place straight out of a winter wedding dream. Snow dusted the evergreen trees that framed the Sinclair family’s estate, while the glow of string lights painted the crisp December air with warmth.
Marissa adjusted the scarf around her neck, taking a deep breath before stepping inside. The scent of pine and cinnamon enveloped her, mingling with the murmur of voices and the soft strains of a string quartet.
She scanned the room, her stomach twisting with a mix of anticipation and dread. And then, she saw him—Gavin, standing near the fireplace, laughing with a group of guests.
For a moment, the air seemed to thicken. He was as handsome as she remembered, though there was something different about him now—an ease, a confidence that hadn’t been there before.
As if sensing her gaze, Gavin turned. Their eyes met across the room, and Marissa felt her breath hitch.
This was it—the moment she’d dreaded and longed for all at once.
Gavin’s smile froze when their eyes locked, the easy laughter fading from his face. He excused himself from the group and started toward her, his steps deliberate but hesitant. Marissa’s pulse quickened as she smoothed nonexistent wrinkles in her dress, silently cursing herself for even being there.
“Marissa,” he said softly when he reached her, his voice threading through the low hum of conversation around them.
“Gavin,” she replied, her tone carefully neutral.
They stood there, a pocket of awkward silence amidst the swirling warmth of the celebration. Marissa noticed the way he tucked his hands into his pockets, a nervous gesture she remembered all too well.
“I didn’t think you’d come,” he admitted finally, a faint smile tugging at his lips. “But I’m glad you did.”
She raised an eyebrow, crossing her arms. “I wasn’t sure I would either. Took a lot of convincing.”
“Claire?” he guessed.
Marissa’s lips twitched despite herself. “Of course you’d remember Claire.”
“I remember everything,” Gavin said quietly, his gaze steady. The words landed heavier than she expected, sending a ripple through the careful walls she’d built around herself.
She cleared her throat, gesturing to the room. “It’s a beautiful wedding. You and Penelope must be thrilled.”
Gavin’s expression shifted, a shadow crossing his features. He opened his mouth to respond, but before he could, a voice interrupted them.
“There you are!” Penelope appeared, radiant and glowing in her champagne-colored gown. A faint smudge of makeup near her temple hinted at the whirlwind of the day, but her smile remained warm despite the subtle signs of chaos.
“You must be Marissa,” she said, extending a hand with a friendly energy that didn’t feel forced. “Gavin’s told me so much about you.”
Before Marissa could respond, Penelope’s gaze flicked over her shoulder to the fireplace, where a cluster of guests had erupted in laughter. Her brow furrowed briefly, as though mentally juggling a dozen things at once.
“Oh—just a second,” she murmured, before turning back with an apologetic laugh. “Sorry about that. Big day chaos.”
Marissa nodded, her own smile faint but polite. “It’s your wedding day—chaos comes with the territory.”
Penelope chuckled, the tension easing slightly. “You’re absolutely right.” She smoothed the front of her gown before continuing, “Anyway, as I was saying, I’ve been wanting to meet you.” She paused, her tone softening. “Gavin’s always spoken so highly of you.”
Marissa blinked, caught off guard. “He has?”
Gavin chuckled sheepishly. “It’s true. Marissa saved me from a lifetime of takeout.”
Marissa forced a smile, her mind spinning. This wasn’t what she’d expected—not the warmth, not the kindness, and certainly not the familiarity Penelope seemed to have with her. It was disarming, like a script she hadn’t been given.
“Well, I should mingle,” Penelope said after a moment, squeezing Gavin’s arm. “Don’t keep her all to yourself, okay?”
Marissa watched as Penelope floated away, her heart sinking and twisting in ways she couldn’t explain. Gavin, sensing her unease, cleared his throat.
“She’s amazing, isn’t she?” he said softly.
Marissa didn’t trust herself to answer. Instead, she nodded, her throat tight.
“I meant it when I said I was glad you came,” Gavin continued. “When we sent the invitations, Penelope insisted on inviting everyone who’s ever mattered to us. And… you mattered, Marissa. You still do.”
The words cut through her like a blade—sharp but not cruel. She looked up at him, her voice trembling. “Why did you invite me, Gavin? After everything?”
Gavin hesitated, running a hand through his hair. “Because I wanted you to know… it wasn’t all for nothing. What we had, what we shared—it mattered. And I didn’t want you to think I’d ever forgotten that.”
Her chest ached, a tangle of emotions she couldn’t untangle. Anger, sadness, relief, longing—all colliding in the space between them.
“I don’t know what to say,” she whispered.
“You don’t have to say anything,” Gavin replied gently. “Just… be here. That’s enough.”
Marissa stood frozen as Gavin’s words settled over her, heavy yet oddly grounding. He was watching her with an openness that was both familiar and unnerving—like he was peeling back layers she’d worked years to fortify.
But this wasn’t her moment, she reminded herself. It was his wedding day.
She forced a smile, brushing a stray curl behind her ear. “Well, congratulations, Gavin. You and Penelope—” Her voice caught for a moment, and she steadied herself. “You make a great match.”
Gavin’s expression softened, gratitude flickering in his eyes. “Thank you, Marissa. That means more than you know.”
Before she could respond, the band struck up a lively tune, drawing a wave of laughter and clapping from the guests. Penelope reappeared in the crowd, twirling in her gown, her laughter bubbling like champagne. Gavin glanced toward her, a small, wistful smile playing on his lips.
“I should…” he trailed off, nodding toward his bride.
“Yeah,” Marissa said quickly, stepping back. “Go. It’s your day.”
Gavin hesitated, his gaze lingering for a beat longer than necessary. “I’m glad you’re here,” he said again before turning and making his way back to the dance floor.
Marissa exhaled shakily, retreating to a quiet corner of the room. She needed air—space to untangle the knots in her chest. But before she could slip outside, Claire materialized, holding a glass of wine in one hand and a knowing smirk in the other.
“Well?” Claire asked, arching a brow. “How’s Mr. Wonderful?”
Marissa shot her a look. “Not now, Claire.”
“Come on. You were practically giving each other ‘meaningful glances’ across the room. Spill.”
Marissa sighed, taking the glass from Claire’s hand and downing half of it in one go. “He said I mattered,” she muttered, her voice thick with frustration and something else she couldn’t quite name. “That what we had mattered.”
Claire’s smirk softened into something closer to sympathy. “And you’re mad about that?”
“I’m not mad,” Marissa insisted, though the waver in her voice betrayed her. She set the glass down, her fingers clenching tightly around its stem before she let go. “I just… it’s confusing. Why invite me if he’s so happy with her? What’s the point?”
Claire studied her, the teasing glint in her eyes fading. “Maybe he’s trying to make peace. People do that, you know—try to tie up loose ends before starting something new.”
“Or maybe he’s just trying to remind me how much he’s moved on,” Marissa countered bitterly. She shook her head, staring at the clusters of people laughing and dancing. “It doesn’t matter. He’s married now. That’s the end of it.”
“Is it, though?” Claire asked, her voice gentle. “Because if it was, you wouldn’t be standing here looking like someone just ripped out the last page of your favorite book.”
Marissa turned sharply, glaring at Claire. “What do you want me to say? That I regret coming here? That seeing him again feels like someone dug up everything I’ve worked so hard to bury?”
“I want you to be honest with yourself,” Claire said simply. “And maybe stop being so scared of what that honesty might mean.”
The words hit harder than Marissa wanted to admit. She opened her mouth to argue but closed it again when no rebuttal came. Her gaze drifted back to the dance floor, where Gavin twirled Penelope, their laughter catching in the warm glow of the lights.
A pang of something bittersweet bloomed in her chest. Maybe Claire was right. Maybe coming here wasn’t about closure—it was about finally admitting that some things would always hurt, even if you found a way to live with them.
Suddenly, the air inside felt too hot, too thick. The swirl of laughter and music pressed against her like a weight, and Marissa realized she needed a moment to herself. Quietly, she slipped through the side door, the cool evening air a sharp but welcome contrast to the warmth inside.
She stepped onto the veranda, her heels clicking softly against the wooden planks. The night wrapped around her like a second skin, the stillness punctuated by the faint hum of the party behind her.
Leaning against the railing, she let the tears come, hot and unrelenting. She wiped them away as quickly as they fell, her breath hitching in the silence. The truth hurt, but it was also freeing—like pulling out a thorn that had been lodged in her heart for too long.
For a moment, she closed her eyes, letting the night hold her. She had spent so many years running from this—running from him, from the memories, from the idea that she’d somehow failed. But standing here, under the quiet expanse of stars, she realized something: this wasn’t about Gavin. Not really.
Coming here, seeing him again, it wasn’t about him moving on or her finding closure. It was about proving to herself that she could face the past without breaking. That she could carry the weight of those memories and still stand tall.
“I didn’t come for him,” she murmured aloud, her breath misting in the cold. “I came for me.”
The realization settled over her like a balm, soothing the ache that had lingered for so long. She stared out into the night and for the first time in years, she let herself feel the ache without trying to bury it. Because healing didn’t mean forgetting. It meant carrying the memories without letting them weigh you down.
She turned back to the party, her steps light despite the lingering heaviness in her chest. This wasn’t the ending she’d imagined, but maybe it was the one she needed.
And as she slipped back into the warmth and light, Marissa allowed herself the smallest of smiles.
And then her gaze caught on someone she hadn’t noticed before. A man, tall and broad-shouldered, stood near the bar. His dark curls fell in an almost-too-perfect mess, and he held a glass of champagne with an ease that bordered on effortless. There was something about the way he carried himself—poised but not pretentious—that felt disarming. He didn’t seem like the type to need the room’s attention, yet it drifted toward him naturally, as if drawn to the quiet confidence he exuded.
Their eyes met.
Marissa’s breath hitched, caught off guard by the warmth in his gaze. It wasn’t piercing like Gavin’s had been; instead, it was softer, like an invitation she hadn’t realized she wanted. Refreshing, she thought fleetingly—his presence felt light where the rest of the night had felt so heavy.
He smiled—a slow, confident curve of his lips—and raised his glass in a subtle toast.
Marissa blinked, startled. He didn’t look away.
Feeling a strange mix of flattery and curiosity, she crossed the room, intending to grab a drink and retreat to Claire’s corner. But as she reached the bar, the man turned to face her, his smile growing warmer.
“Champagne or wine?” he asked, his voice rich and smooth.
Marissa hesitated, glancing at the array of bottles. “Surprise me,” she said, a hint of playfulness slipping into her tone.
He handed her a flute of champagne, then held his own glass up. “To second chances,” he said lightly, his eyes sparkling with something that felt like both an invitation and a challenge.
Marissa arched an eyebrow. “That’s a bold toast to make to a stranger.”
The man chuckled. “Maybe. Or maybe I just saw you on the veranda and thought you looked like someone who could use one.”
Marissa stared at him for a beat, unsure whether to be charmed or annoyed. But there was something disarming about his openness, something that nudged a small, reluctant smile from her.
“I’m Marissa,” she offered, raising her glass.
“Liam,” he replied, clinking his glass against hers.
They stood there for a moment, the noise of the party fading into the background. For the first time all evening, Marissa felt her chest loosen, the weight of the past slipping further away.
The conversation stretched easily into minutes, maybe longer—Liam had a knack for balancing charm with genuine interest, and Marissa found herself laughing at his dry humor more than she expected.
As the night wore on, Claire reappeared, her eyes flicking between Marissa and Liam with a knowing smirk. She leaned in just enough for Marissa to hear her whispered quip, “See? Told you closure wasn’t the only thing you’d find,” before gliding away with a wink.
Marissa rolled her eyes, but she didn’t move away from Liam’s side.
Later, as the crowd began to thin and the music softened to a closing lullaby, Marissa found herself standing near the exit, Liam’s easy smile still lingering in her mind.
She may have lost the man she once thought she couldn’t live without, but tonight had shown her something she hadn’t dared to believe in for a long time—possibility.
Because who’s to say new beginnings weren’t already knocking?
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